(A Heart Wrenching Decision) Nikolye Dalton

"A Heart Wrenching Decision"

(Nikolye Dalton's Past)

It was a dark and storming night in a small down a few miles from London it was around ten o'clock at night, Nikolye looked around his long black and multicolored ponytail blowing in the cold wet wind he held himself in his jacket, he passed through the woods and past some smaller towns...

Nikolye held himself tightly to restrain the cold wind, he then walked past an old worn down house and looked up at it and small tears stood still

(flash back #1)

"Here we are our first home what do you think?"
"Oh Nikolye it's beautiful and breath taking its perfect for our first home"
"Im so happy you love it"
(a kiss is shared)

(back to the present again)
Nikolye looked back down at the street then back up at the now worn out house then kept walking down and out of the small town he reached a lonely gravel road and began walking down on it the rain came down a little faster and soaked his long black hair, he stopped to glance at a tree and looked for a brief moment

(flash back #2)

"Mareen I want to ask you something"
"Ok what is it?"
"Well we've known each other for a long time and have been friends for years and now I think It means a lot when I want to ask you for your hand in marriage"
"Nikolye I...I don't know what to say except....yes, yes I will"
they both laugh and share a hug

(back to the present)
Nikolye stared at the tree then looked down and just kept walking down the lonely road as the wind blew he held himself trying to keep warm up, as he got further down the road and reached another small town and came by a small church he looked up at it and looked at how worn and the paint was chipped it looked a lot different then when he was here last

(flash back #3)

"I Nikolye Dalton take you Mareen Looting to be my wife"
"I Mareen Looting take you Nikolye Dalton to be my husband"
"Then by the power vested in me I now pronounce you husband and wife...you may kiss the bride"
A kiss is shared and they are married

(back to the present)
Nikolye had a tear fell from his eye and an angry and hurt look went across his face and he jerked his head back to the street and kept walking and looked at the glassy looking street wet from the rain and looked around, finally he saw a smaller home that was burned to cynders

(final flashback)

"Im sorry Nikolye....but I don't want this anymore"
"What do you mean I thought you loved me"
"I thought I did...but after all that has happened...I don't know if it's what a truly want anymore...I'm sorry"
"You...you cant do this to me Mareen this isn't fair why then would you except my proposal and..."
"Im not going to be bound down to one thing I want to be free and not be tied down"
"This isn't fair how can you just be this heartless and decide I'm not enough?!"
"I cant do this anymore....goodbye Nikolye"
The door slams and Nikolye is left alone with a decision that will break his heart deeply and he leaves the house with the important things and sets the house on fire


(flash back to the present)

Nikolye finally reached London and came to a large building and walked up the stairs it was a sheltered doorway he closed his eyes and tears began to fall he then opened his jacket and he placed a whicker basket on the doorstep where it was dry he moved the blanket slightly to reveal a beautiful baby boy with black hair and green streaks one both Nikolye's and his ex lovers hair he traced his fingers across the little infants cheek, tears fell down his cheeks and grit his teeth he kissed the little baby's forehead and whispered "Please....forgive me I am so sorry I want nothing but the best for you and...I don't think I can do that for you I don't want to fail you and I want you to have a better life....please know that I love you and always will...I love you...my son I love you my Jason" he hugged the basket and cried silently he then got up off his knees and knocked on the door he looked up at the sign reading "Laten's children's orphanage" he then walked down the stairs and hid behind the stone railing a woman came to the door and saw the basket
"Oh you poor dear here come in where its much warmer" the woman picked up the basket and smiled at the baby and went inside, Nikolye watched his son being taken into the building and tears still fell and he said to himself "I hope you have a better life then I could ever give you my son...I hope one day...I'll see you again" he then put his jacket collar around his neck and walked down the rain soaked street and walked into the night...

Nikolye had to make the worst decision ever and to give up his son in order to give him a chance at a better life...he misses him every second of every day he blames himself for not keeping him but he was young and scared he thought it was best for his son to be adopted out now he wonders what has become of Jason and if he has had a good life...

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